i'm really starting to feel better now. it feels better actually. i don't know, maybe i'll just live this day and see what else i would have in stored for me tomorrow. :)
for God holds tomorrow,
and He always holds my hand.
well, so imma blog about things on a lighter note. but before that...

the day started out terrible as i dragged my legs to school. the stars on my bag and shoes were there to remind me about certain things. but nothing really mattered at that point. it started to drizzle and it got a little heavier. i was on the verge of tearing but i knew deep down i was stronger than i thought. feeling more confident, i looked up..

i saw the rainbow. (kinda faint seeing from here) and it just felt that i shouldn't worry anymore and everything will get better. and i always remember Kelly's message to me.
kelly love: darling... see the rainbow okay.. know i will always love you! and that all i want is the best for you. *** i'm gonna fight with you. yay!
that'll bring a smile to my face and i know things will be fine. :)

just stoning in class made me remind myself that i'm already secondary four and everything's ending soon. i always remember how in secondary one who did a film for some subject in the boys' toilet. and in secondary two we painted toilets to make them happy toilets. and in secondary three i remember having the worst relationship ever in the ending of the secondary two year! HAHAHAHAHAHA! that's mean to say, but i think it is true. never cried so much before. okay, okay. in secondary three i remember the great date of 17 august. :) and in secondary four I'M OLD!

the badges i received throughout my schoolyear. but i'm dedicated to sports captains, you see. :)


can you imagine? this dude who always cheers me up was a faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat baby?!

anyhoos, i saw MR JOHN WONG FROM SAINT PATRICK'S SECONDARY WHO'S IN SHOOTING CLUB(i know many johns, that's why) twice in one week. :s STALKER! hahaha. joke! :) who would guess that i'll see him at ANG MO KIO! hello?! we're both at the east. hahaha. ohwells.

ELIZABETH! THIS IS FOR YOU! :))))